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the release of the report books was oh so heart breaking,swear.i couldn't hold up my tears and it burst out just like that.it was embarrassing,seriously.thanks for the comfort people especially, hazlina,syazreen,adli and shah for your advises and talks you all gave me.I'm still thinking of what to explain to both mum and dad.they spent so much on me and end up i gave them this? ohmy,when will i start realising all this.i guess they pampered me so much till i became like this but still,i couldn't blame them.overall,it's still my fault.by having all this in mind,it'll just makes me cry but seriously by crying it just won't help and up till now,i still can't dry up my eyes.both hazlina and adli don't wish to see me wasting my time slacking around with yeah,my friends and if i go on like that,they will do something to me(haha),I'll try.see,i have my good friends around me and i love them alot,especially adli.we've been through together for almost 4 years and his care for me is still there.
today was nanny's big day.she got married with Datok H.(hasyim).maaak,Datok siaa.what do ya expect? he's a person with many many money,hahaha(i guess).reach there kinda late cause before that,went to the saloon with mum and get our hair done and then went to have our pedicure.the pastry and dishes was not bad.i was all sweating like a pig,the weather was damn scorching hot.while i was seating,fanning myself with the new paper,there came shah with his momma.my mum and cousins said that shah was cute plus handsome,wth? haha okaaay. my mum was like talking with shah's mother and now i got to know that shah's my cousin,not far but close one,wth? haha okaaaay,baeek pe cousin same class.headed home after that cause I'm not feeling well,left brother and dad,they went home later cause they still gotta clean up the place, boo-hoo poor thing.cousin sleeping over at ma crib and will be heading to Popeye later on at night.i guess i've type enough and now i wanna charge my battery,it's all used just now with the helping at the wedding place,bye little readers.
*i'm getting darker :\
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