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I still can't believe that i actually rejected mum invite to a Friday night shopping and decided to stay at home, alone. So unusual of me seriously,what was i thinking. I'm so shagged but usually, no matter how tired i am, I'll still go out even when I'm half dead. Well I want to be left alone, without any disturbance at the moment, a time on my own. You've been heavy on my mind.After all the things we've been through,look how far we've come and now, it's all just bitter sweet memories. I just realized that I've just made a stupid decision, ever but at the same time, I don't feel regrettable. Now It's like I'm alone, without you but it's okay cause i believe without you, I'm double the better than before. However, I am weak in my conviction but perhaps i could use a little strength before i fall? No, i will never fall, i can assure you. Soon, you'll no longer be the load in my mind, trust me because you're just a human being that used to be my everything and my beautiful distraction.
Whenever i'm alone in the public, i swear I'll be like one blur octopus that is lost in the big sea. Now, what shall i do on my Friday night? gaze at the pretty stars up at the sky from the balcony? or maybe indulge myself with new york super fudge chunk and have a movie screening? that'll be good, for now. Godness, gotta start working on my posterior! they really gotta go, work it work it!
i miss oma, i hate it when she has to babysit my babygirl ):
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